i deserve to be this way right???

Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there

Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your lights
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So save your breath, I will not care
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough ?

I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself

And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away, you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care don't ever let me know
If you still care don't ever let me know

always hate to see her face..... seriously

if you talk like shit and i do shit.... sin or not my promise is over dude.... no more man... you think i want see your face..better back off my life coz when i hate you its hard to love u back and i wont trust you again especially your fucking word or angle face.. i know i dont have courage to make you do what i going to say or i do coz i scary to lost you..but it happen again... its over right coz i tried to be your friends but you resist it... so batter clean your ass or i fuck killing you in the middle of public... Its over and no turning back.. I try give you an honour but what you do???
U KILL MY HONNOR WITH FUCKING THING.....
SO fuck..

yeahhhh!!!! uji kesabaran seroang yg suke menyepi

agak2 la beb...
aq senyap bkn aq x kesah sekh.... Klo nk pinjam 2 pinjam la but mintak la dri aq jgn main suke2 jurk amek...banyk aq rase brg aq ilang ne.... WTF and my patience... if i gonna start to fucking youall dont ask me dude.....If you are my friends or not idk if i say i want to kick you ass i do it.... so what if you have gang or fighter or what the fucking i care... as long as don't cross my path!!!!

kenangan bersama si dia....(again...) HAHAHAHA

whatzup?? hey again i be a victim of love... this is the first time i fall in love but she left me about 1 month ago...
but chill dude.. Right now i think i can write,and start to walk by myself....
want see her face just about us ok..... if u already don't know me... Let our memory i keep for my experience...
baby i love you..but why??? anyway if you ask me right now i can say I HATE U....

second date..